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Taking Up Space  (2024)

Photo Collage 

8ft x 9ft

Trenzas (2024) is a three part photographic series featuring my friends (Sarahi Jimenez, Karina Guido, and Vanessa Guido) from the Central Valley braiding their hair. This work is rooted in themes of sisterhood, girlhood, and friendship, while also honoring my ancestors. Inspired by a black and white photograph of my late grandmother, I reflect on how the tradition of braiding has been passed down across generations. For me, braids recall my own childhood, when my sister would do my hair before school, an act of care, intimacy, and connection. Although my relationship with my sister has since changed, braided hair continues to embody memory, togetherness, and the endurance of our cultural traditions. In this work, braids are more than adornment; they are a living archive of our past relationships and a tribute to Mexican American heritage. By centering women from the Central Valley, I highlight the duality Chicana women face occupying two cultures, yet often not fully accepted by either. This series creates a space of belonging, where identity and agency are affirmed.

Taking Up Space (2024) is a large scale photo collage installation featuring Sarahi Jimenez, Karina Gudino, and Vanessa Gudino. The composition fills the frame with repeated images of their backs, their long braided hair cascading down. This repetition asserts their presence unapologetically, symbolizing strength, resilience, and the power of occupying space as Mexican American women. The piece draws inspiration from the magazines I grew up with as a young girl, where I rarely saw women who looked like me or my friends. Instead, white women dominated the covers. By enlarging the presence of my friends, this work challenges those exclusions and insists that Chicana women deserve visibility.

Both works serve as a tribute to our identity and a reminder to young Latinas that they, too, can and must take up space, especially in places where they have historically been unseen or unwelcome. Through braids and through scale, I honor our Mexican and Indigenous heritage, the bonds of friendship, and our shared resilience. These works declare: we belong. By filling the canvas with our presence, I seek to counter erasure and ensure that our stories endure not as distant memories, but as a living, evolving testament to who we are.

ARTWORKS FROM THIS INSTALLATION

Delicada

Me Quieres Mucho, No Me Quieres Nada (2026) is an installation I constructed during my month-long residency at Casa Lü in Mexico City. The work is an abstracted self-portrait built from the emotional residue of the last several years, my experiences within a past relationship, betrayal, sexism, comparison, questions about my cultural identity, and the complicated feeling of being loved by people who no longer seemed to like, understand, or accept me.

 

I was thinking about what it means to be “liked, but not liked.” To once feel wanted by the people I loved and then experience rejection, comparison, criticism, or dismissal from those same people. 

 

I approached this installation much like I approach filmmaking. Coming from a cinema background, I think of this body of work as a film. There are characters, textures, color palettes, compositions, objects, symbols, and a soundtrack. The installation is accompanied by a five-minute poem that must be listened to while moving through the space, making the viewer not simply an observer, but part of the narrative and a forced listener to this specific story. 

Every element carries a piece of the story. The cacti, thorns, tongues, lace, windows, architectural forms, and the color pink become characters within this emotional landscape. Pink is deeply connected to the visual landscape of Mexico, its architecture, cars, clothing, and everyday environments, but it has also become a color which I identify myself with in my artwork. I wanted the color to be "too much", because I've been told that I am too much. Instead of letting that hurt me, I do it purposefully in this work. It's a color so obvious that you can't help but see it, its presence. 

Returning to Mexico allowed me the opportunity to reclaim my narrative and to reconnect with materials, soil, thorns, textures, colors that connected to my identity. Working with these materials became unexpectedly therapeutic. I could experiment, make mistakes, be excessive, be angry, be tender, and, most importantly, make whatever I wanted, which is a very normal part of expressing oneself in a healthy and artistic way. Me Quieres Mucho, No Me Quieres Nada is stubborn, vulnerable, angry, playful, ugly, but also beautiful. It's a self reflection of not being perfect, but being honest. I have expereinced many ugly things, but I have also experienced many beautiful things. It is a space where I allow myself to remember what happened, grieve what I lost, and confront what still hurts.

 

I heal through making art; I take what I cannot always say and give it a physical form. Although this installation comes from my own experiences, I hope that its emotional honesty creates a space for others to recognize something of themselves. To feel heard, to feel seen, to confront their own pain, and perhaps to begin healing.

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